My
grandmother used to tell me when it comes to men, love is never a good enough
reason to do anything, anything at all. I used to think what she meant by
"anything at all" was sex. As I grew up I came to understand she did
in fact mean sex, but she also especially meant marriage.
I loved my first
husband. I really did. I loved him for along time. However, she was right loving
him was not enough. Honestly, him loving me was not enough either. Grandma
believed that trust, communication, and deep desire, were more important in a
marriage then love. I'm not entirely sure I agree. However, she might have been
right.
Communication
is what keeps the wheels turning in relationships. If you can't communicate
when it's easy and when it's hard, you don't have a snowball's chance in - well
you know. Certain topics are hard to talk about no matter what. Money, sex, and
issues around kids are hot topic issues that test the skills of the best
communicators. It doesn't matter if you are a master litigator or a genius
therapist, if you can't talk to your husband about why you don't feel like
having doing it on Thursday night or why he won't take out the garbage, you are
dead in the water in your marriage.
Trust
is a whole different matter. You can't mostly trust or partly trust. You either
trust or you don't. Trust is fragile and once it's damaged, it's gone. Maybe
not forever, but at least for a long while. Trust can be broken with
carelessness, disregard, dishonesty, disloyalty, or any number of a thousand
combinations of any of those. Living in a marriage without trust is a waking
nightmare. Trust is something you take for granted until you don't have it anymore,
so it's well worth preserving because the trouble it takes to get it back may
or may not be worth it.
On
the topic of "a burning desire", believe me, this is not something
you want to hear your grandmother talking about in your preteen years. That
said, I believe she was absolutely right. If the chemistry isn't there you
don't have much to sustain you for the long haul. Now, many people think
chemistry doesn't last for the long haul anyway. There is a perception that the
"burning desire" is a trick of nature to lure you into marriage,
never to be seen again. However, that doesn't have to be true. If you had it
and you lost it you have to find a way to get it back. Otherwise, there's not
enough love in the world to keep a marriage strong in the absence of intimacy.
By Lisa Hayes
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